Tuesday is the big IVF consult with the doctor. I'm excited because of the success rate. I'm apprehensive/emotional because 1 in 8 people have fertility issue- guess I won that jackpot. Then majority of couples infertility can be resolved through medication or iui- once again it didn't work for us- won the jackpot again. For some reason we like being in the small number of people group- uggh! So I'm hoping, praying and using all my energy to make this successful (secretly, I admit I have no control on whether it will work, but ?I have control on diet, weight, etc).
Then next Sunday, we are going on a vacation- a much needed vacation. I feel like our relationship is stronger because of the struggle, but the struggle is the focus of our lives. We need to time to reconnect and focus on each other. I'm beyond excited.