1%er is me. It's not as exciting as being a 1%er on Gangland where it's the 1%er that have killed someone. Technically, I'm like the 1% of people that must have an ivf in order to get pregnant. It is not equally as fun. In fact, I think this whole infertility may make me part of the elite class of 1%er who break the law. I have had some murderous thoughts towards strangers who have a kid but neglect them in Walmart, I think, "And they get a kid?"
Today was a double whammy. On facebook, two friends have annouced their pregnancy today. For one, this is her second kid she has had since I've been on my infertility journey. I know this probably isn't fair for me to make this judgement, but deep down I feel like if a person hasn't dealt with any infertility then they don't deserve a kid. I know it is wrong for me to make this judgement, but that's how I feel. Does anyone else feel this way? Any coping ideas?