Everytime a second line shows an angel gets its wings

Last night I went to Barnes and Noble and saw this quotation on magnet "When the catipillar thought his life was over, he became a beautiful butterfly."  After that I was full of so much hope, I decided to take another test (I know obsessing a little) and I got a positive.  I was so excited/apprehensive because of my two miscarriages last year.  So I decided to take another test this morning, and sure enough the second line is gone, so I guess it was a chemical pg.  It just really sucks; I feel like my body hates me and will do anything to sabotage plans of a family; my heart hurts so much.